after so long

after so so so long, i finally mastered the courage to post again. after so so long, i tink i had let go. .he has been part of my memories..i dun deny i dun tink of him anymore. but at least, tis time it is very different..i miss him, i love him, he was my everything. but that was all in the past. the zh i loved, is no longer here. he is gone with time. he has moved on. he has got a gf. he is much happier without mi in his life.

i'm a much happier girl as well. i'm busy with life. i'm packed with schedules of studying, projects, work, meeting wth friends and family. i'm stronger le. i dun wake up in the middle of night crying for him. i dun feel tired after crying so hard for him anymore.

it has been almost a year ever since i last saw him..wondered how is he getting along with life. almost 2 years of our breakup..both of us has changed so much..the latest news i heard of him was tt he have got problems in his r's. how i wish i could be there with him thruout his darkest moments. supporting him always.

does he still think of me. ? am i still part of his memories.?

i hope u are feeling happy. i hope tt u're enjoying life.